I do so much because it's never enough. I'm only happy for moments because it's never enough. If it were someday enough, I might be happy. If it were someday enough, I wouldn't do so much. If I didn't do so much, I wouldn't achieve. Achieving makes me happy for a moment. I do things so that I can achieve and be happy. If I didn't achieve I wouldn't be happy. If I didn't achieve I wouldn't do so much. I sincerely hope that my youthful vigor is enough to sustain my insatiable appetite, and that one doesn't run out before the other. Eventually it will be enough, and eventually I think I will arrive at some place, sit in some craggy chair, and look down on my life and be satisfied...I hope. Thanks Amanda Justin |